Everything feels a bit empty right now. Yeah I’m still confused about life, but I still have a few minor short term things to do this weekend. But after seeing team Soteria in office first time in 2023, things felt weird. Was a really fun time in office and did a lot of cool stuff.

But at the end of it, it’s a weird feeling I can’t describe. Far from happy, but not sad. Just strange, and a lil empty.

Maybe I am not being the best version of myself.

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Last day of 2022. so yeah some random thoughts.

I do not have much goals right now. Is it because…

If I want to be more poor why? I won’t ever get the ‘grind’. not sure why. but kind of want to be in a worse situation. can’t really do it now, kind of have to force myself. not sure why.

but grass not greener probably. maybe something will click once im there, and i can’t get back to where i am now. where there’s lots of nice situations and opportunities. sigh.

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